Author: My First Name Baby Name: Angel Birth Date: March 9 2019 Abortion Date: August 1 2018
I don’t know.
I don’t know why I did it. I don’t know why I didn’t follow my heart and keep you. I don’t know what I was thinking. I’m so sorry. So sorry. I don’t sleep anymore thinking about you, and when I do I only fall asleep crying thinking about if you were going to be a boy or girl but my heart knows you were a girl. When I wake up the first thing I think about is you. It’s so hard to go on with my day and pretend I’m okay. I don’t deserve to be okay though. After what I did. You would’ve been 11 weeks now. I’m so sorry that I did what I did. I just didn’t think I would be able to do it. I didn’t feel ready. My mind was somewhere else and “ your dad “ was far gone. I wasn’t ready. For you. I wish I was im so sorry please forgive
Me one day.