I’m so sorry.. I’m so sorry I let everyone get to me. My parents weren’t supportive, I felt alone after awhile, I wanted to have you more then ever. I did. I think about you everyday my angel. I was scared sitting in the room and seeing people be so calm, I almost walked out plenty of times. But people got to me, right when I woke up from the anesthesia and got to the car I couldn’t help but to break down and cry.. I couldn’t stop. No one understood how hurt I was and how mad at myself I was. I love you… and always will my sweet angel. Not a day goes by that I wish I didn’t just stick it out and have you.. i love you..