Forgiveness
Author: Anonymous Baby Name: Angel Birth Date: August 6, 2015 Abortion Date: January 2015
It’s been 1 year and 3 days today since the day I sent you away…
It’s been 1 year and 3 days since my life hasn’t been the same.
I think about you every single day and wish I went away too.
I’m so sorry. I can never forgive myself. I feel like I’ve failed as a women knowing I could’ve kept you. I was just so scared. Now I think about how it all would’ve been worth it. The pain and regret never gets easier. I hope your ok wherever you are and understand that I loved you from the moment the test said yes. That will never change. I’m so sorry I couldn’t love you on earth but I love you to heaven. I hope your up there with your aunt/uncles and grandmas. They say time heals all wounds but I think that’s a lie because giving you up doesn’t get easier no amount of time will forgive my regret. I’m sorry I took away your smiles and laughter from earth but I hope your happy in heaven. This pain I feel now of regret nothing will ever beat that. This is my 10. I love you so much. Take my love and forgiveness with you to heaven. Rest easy love bug. Till we meet again.
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Mar 23, 2016 @ 23:56:43
Dear friend – Today is the 40th anniversary of the day I sent my baby away. I was like you, consumed in grief, guilt and shame. I suffered with Post Abortion Stress Sydrome for 36 years. I didn’t even know there was such a thing. But 4 years ago, I went through abortion recovery. God healed my heart. He took away my guilt and shame. I still miss my baby with every breath, but it’s different now, because I have peace with Jesus. I encourage you to seek out Abortion recovery in your area. Forgiven and Set Free or Surrender the Secret are good studies. Check with your local pro-life pregnancy care center. Praying for your broken heart.