God does heal and restore
27 years ago, a desperate college student aborted two babies in a six month period. As a person who held her purity close, I was devastated. First time I saw everything and those memories stay with me. Second time was utter torment. I was close to keeping the baby but under pressure I gave in. Jesus saved me from the nightmare months later but it took years for me to understand that His blood covered my sins – all of them. And that I would see my babies again in glory. If you are still dealing with the nightmare please know there is a God who loves you so much and unconditionally. He won’t turn His face from you. Run to Him and fall into His arms of grace. You don’t Have to live in condemnation anymore. God bless.