Good bye my beautiful I am so so sorry
Author: Anonymous Baby Name: Kyle
I am so so sorry. Maybe I should have ran far away with you but I was frightened and I felt forced to make that decision.
I cried the whole time. I was so frightened and heart broken.I wanted you so much.
I was an irresponsible party girl that didn’t think about the consequences of my actions. I changed my life after that.That was at least one positive.
But I think of you every day I am convinced you are a boy. A beautiful boy you would have been tall.
Later in life I married and told I could not have children.
People ask why I left it so late and I genuinely think it is because I punish myself .
I should never had let you go. Every time I discuss babies I end up a gibbering wreck and I think it is because I still grieve over you.
My tummy was never the same , I so missed you being there it was genuinely the best feeling in the world.
Maybe I should give you a name. I liked the name Kyle.
So Kyle I love you I know you would have been everything.
When I hear the song say something , it always makes me cry thinking of you and the fact I have never had children.
I hope one day I will meet you and I may be forgiven. I’m sorry my sweet baby xxxx