I haven’t found how meaningfull is this
Author: Alexandra
My babies:
After many years… I notice how wrong was I. I aborted many times… I only wanted to “live”, to be free… Now, I’m a mother, and you have 2 wonderful brothers, I can say out loud “I WAS WRONG: TERRIBLY WRONG!” I didn’t consider you choosed me as your mother (don’t know why, when I feel I am the worst human being in this world), I didn’t realize you wanted me to give you the chance to live, to play in a park, to give me your smiles… I just got used to drop my “problems” with the coldest blood. Don’t know what was I thinking.
Today, I want to heal… I want you to forgive me… I try to convince myself it was for the best. But I still feel it wasn’t… I had never cried about this before… It was just an heroic sacrifice (what a stupid!)… Now I think there is a dark side of my heart, with wounds of your faces, your blood… wounds that aren’t scars yet… ’till you can forgive me and give light to this dark side of me…
Just, try to forgive me… and peace be with you wherever you are.
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Apr 02, 2016 @ 00:47:08
Jesus tells us in Matthew 11:28 “Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.”
There’s peace and healing waiting for you in the arms of our Lord and Savior Christ Jesus.
“In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of His grace.”
Ephesians 1:7 NKJV
He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and through His blood we are cleansed and made white as snow and without blemish, but only through Him.
Ask and accept Christ to come into your heart today and make Him Lord of your life.
And as for your babies they are with our heavenly Father, you don’t ever have to wonder where they are, they’re in His glory. All of our babies are.
Trust me I’ve walked down the same road and only Jesus was able to carry the load of my abortion. Seek Him with your brokenness and you will encounter Him. Don’t continue condemning yourself when you can be set free in Christ.
“But now having been set free from sin, and having become slaves of God, you have your fruit to holiness, and the end, everlasting life.”
Romans 6:22 NKJV
Prayers and blessings to you with the love of Jesus