I’m always thinking of you

Author: My First Name
Baby Name: Katherine Elizabeth
Birth Date: 2011
Abortion Date: 2010

I hug your littlest sister, kiss the older one and never quite forget that she isn’t the oldest. You were first.
Seven weeks old. I wish I had trusted that the man I had found, your father, whilst not a rich man, was a good man. He would not have left.
And you would have been with us
Jag saknas dig
I’m sorry
Instinct is strong in me
I frequently trust these centuries of evolution to guide me in so many ways… why didn’t I let you live? After I wanted you so dearly?
Mamma loves you
And the all your siblings