In Jesus’s arms
Author: My First Name Baby Name: Lucy Birth Date: Feb 2018 Abortion Date: 23/7/2018
To my darling child,
Today marks 1 year and one day since you left this world. I imagine that you are a beautiful little girl whom I would have named Lucy Joy. I have thought about writing this for a few weeks now and finally feel ready to do this. I miss you so, so much. I feel as though I will never feel whole again. You should be here with me but instead I chose to let you go. The guilt, shame and pain for what I did will never make up for life I took away from you and for that I will eternally be sorry. I will never be able to forgive myself for not allowing you to live. Through losing you I have found God and the only thing that gives me some peace and comfort is knowing that you are safe in his arms. You are loved so much and I look forward to one day getting you back and being able to kiss your little face and love you for eternity. I cant wait for you to meet your brother and sisters who would have loved helping you grow so much. I love and miss you everyday my sweet little Lucy Joy.