In Memory

Author: Makenzie
Baby Name: Adelaide
Birth Date: August 2014
Abortion Date: December 2013

My beautiful child:
I never had the chance to know you, hold you, kiss you, be your mom. I never had the chance to tell you how much I love you. The hardest decision I ever had to make, became my worst decision, my worst nightmare. Your father was someone I didn’t know well; I was scared. I didn’t know how to take care of you. I didn’t want to bring you into my wreck of a world, and make you suffer. Now, I know that I could have made it. I would have stepped up and I would have done everything I had to to be the best mom to you. I feel like a part of me is gone, and I’m sorry I never gave you the chance to be everything that you could be. I love you, baby, and I will never stop loving you. Even though you’re gone, you’ll always be in my heart. Please forgive your mom. She was confused, hurt, and scared. I will love you until the end of time.