Leah Isabella
Author: Anonymous Abortion Date: November 3.2014
My love I am so sorry for what I did . I will never forget the day . November 03.2014 I had made up my mind and told myself I was going to keep you . I was 6 weeks pregnant and in my heart I felt that you were a girl . I even picked out your name. Leah Isabella. You were my life . I never got to see you but I knw you are beautiful. I went in that day and wasn’t going to do it but I was pressured by my boyfriend and my aunt . Everyday I think about you and it hasn’t gotten easier . I wish I didn’t let anyone pressure me into doing what I did. The feeling of emptiness and hopelessness never leaves me . I love you more then life itself and I hope you can forgive me .
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Feb 04, 2015 @ 07:22:19
it will get easier, I felt the same way when I lost my first child. You just need to keep faith and know that that baby is in heaven and one day you will meet her and have her in your arms
Feb 04, 2015 @ 13:39:53
Dear Momma,
Don’t cry anymore. There is a way out of the grief that plagues. Jesus willingly died to take it, just like He willingly loves every child we abort. It hurts so bad until you know that you are forgiven and given a new road. Tell the ones you know who are pregnant what it’s like. Tell them to cherish their child. You can bless so many from what you have learned. Tell. Tell them not to have sex until they are married. Tell them not to extinguish a future and scar their own. But if they already have, tell them about the forgiveness that Jesus gives.
God bless you!
Feb 04, 2015 @ 14:15:36
Know that it takes great strength and courage to post your heart and emotions. I suffered guilt and shame for over 25 years. I found solace in a women’s group at my church. One day I just opened my mouth and let everything poured out. Although I was a Christian, I had went through those 25 yrs thinking Jesus would not possibly forgive this sin. He did! So did the woman at church. Accepting forgiveness was like having an old Buick lifted off my chest. The more I spoke about my story the more forgiveness I felt. I pray that you can find friends that you speak to. Also, I have been in therapy for about a year and it is helping so much. Know that you are loved and you are not alone. Blessings to you.