To My Precious Follower of Christ, People’s Victory
Author: Donna Baby Name: Christian Nicole Birth Date: September 1976 Abortion Date: June 1976
My Precious Little Girl & Boy in Heaven Christian Nicole & Richard David.
There is not a day that goes by that I don’t think about that day everything happened, it was such a nightmare for me. Christian Nicole you would have been my first born daughter and in fact the only daughter I was to ever have. To think about this is so heart wrenching. I was 16 years old and the choice was made for me to have an abortion and I didn’t know how to fight it. I had been raped, but that didn’t change the fact that you deserved so much to live as any other child. Seeing the image of your helpless tiny little body in a jar was just unbearable to me that I stopped living inside and became numb to anyone around me. The nightmare of my life began that day. And I just wanted to die with you. I didn’t deserve to live! I can not say I am sorry enough for all the hurt & pain I caused you during that time. My life went into a downward spiral, I lived a promiscuous lifestyle not caring about myself or anyone else. I ended up getting pregnant with you Richard David, Oh I had no idea you were a boy until I went through a Post-Abortion Counseling course called “Forgiven & Set Free. At that time I was grieving the death of my sister and just went through the course quickly and at the end we had a small memorial and ask the Lord what to name our babies. The Lord showed me I had a little girl first and He gave me the name “Christian Nicole” and He gave me “Richard David for my little boy. After that I would bury everything for the next 19 years until one day the Lord started dealing with me about talking to the your father Richard David. God was so gracious to bring healing to his life. He is married now to a beautiful woman of God. I am now so thankful to my Lord & Savior Jesus Christ for bringing me to a place of healing and forgiveness. And allowing me to have been translated to heaven and seeing you and your little brother and knowing that you two forgive me and love me and that I will see you again, gives me so much joy!!!! I have a memorial candle set up for you both Christian Nicole & Richard David in my bedroom along with a picture of your younger brother Matthew who is 28 right now and has a beautiful family of his own. I have talked to him about you and your brother. He loves you both dearly! I Know you both are so happy with Jesus. And I know that you got to meet your grandparents and your Aunt Sherry who was probably overjoyed to meet you. I love you so much and know one day I will see and hold you in my arms. Love always & forever your mother
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Jun 24, 2014 @ 12:18:06
I also look forward to the day I will see my two unborn babies in heaven. I lost them not by abortion but by miscarriages. It took me four pregnancies together two beautiful children who are now in their early 30’s. I had always wanted 4 children but was thrilled to have two. I had resigned myself to the fact that I would have only two, a boy and a girl. But God saw fit to bless us with another little boy as a surprise right after we cancelled our prenatal insurance. He was born 20 months after his older brother was born. He was
The easiest baby to raise. Lots of smiles and none of the allergies that plagued his older brother and sister. Even though my Dr tried to reassure us that the miscarriages couldn’t have been prevented, I still wondered if there was something I could have done differently.
Jun 24, 2014 @ 15:30:33
Thank you Janice for your words of encouragement. I know it must be hard thinking about all the things that you might of possibly done that might have caused things to be different. But I believe in my heart your two children know that it was out of your hands. Your two children are in heaven with not only my little girl Christian Nicole but also my little boy Richard David. I know they are loved and being taken care of and they forgive me for what I did. God gave me the opportunity to see them in heaven and both of them came running up to me and climbed up in my lap and they both were shouting, “We forgive you mommy, we forgive you mommy, we forgive you mommy. and then they said, “We love you mommy, we love you mommy, we love you mommy” and then they said “we will see you again mommy.’ and instantly I was back in the room of people that I was worshiping with. I am so blessed that God gave me this so that I know my children are looking forward to seeing me again. Be Blessed Janice with the Joy of The Lord as your strength.
Jun 24, 2014 @ 12:35:36
I also look forward to the day I will see my two unborn babies in heaven. I lost them not by abortion but by miscarriages. It took me four pregnancies together two beautiful children who are now in their early 30’s. I had always wanted 4 children but was thrilled to have two. I had resigned myself to the fact that I would have only two, a boy and a girl. But God saw fit to bless us
with another little boy as a surprise right after we
cancelled our prenatal insurance. He was born 20
months after his older brother was born. He was
the easiest baby to raise. Lots of smiles and none of the allergies that plagued his older brother and
sister. Even though my Dr tried to reassure us
that the miscarriages couldn’t have been
prevented, I still wondered if there was something
I could have done differently. It is hard enough to
lose a child in this way, so I have nothing but compassion for those girls who feel like they weren’t really given a choice because of the persuasion of their families or boyfriends to have their babies aborted. It’s hard for a girl younger than 18 to go against those wishes. Then she has to live with that forever while parents and boyfriends get on with their own lives. God will forgive and forget but it is harder to do that themselves. God bless you and lift you up and give you a loving husband and more beautiful children in your life.
Jul 04, 2014 @ 03:29:52
1 Peter 4:8
Above all, keep loving one another earnestly, since love covers a multitude of sins.
Jul 09, 2014 @ 12:14:56
poor little souls, why did they have to diie?