To my precious angels in heaven
My dearest angels, there are no words that I can say that could justify the terrible mistakes I made in my life when I decided to have you taken from me. I was young and very stupid, and afraid, but that is no excuse for my terrible action. I have shed many tears, and had many dreams, and wish that I could turn back the hands of time. I asked Almighty God for forgiveness and I am asking for yours, my precious angels, I hope that one day we will meet in heaven and I can finally hold you and kiss you, for I have spent my entire life regretting that terrible day I walked into the clinic. I beg for God’s forgiveness and for yours.