To my sweet child

Author: Anonymous
Birth Date: November 2015
Abortion Date: April 2015

To my sweet child. Every day I wonder if you were a boy or a girl. Every day I wonder what you looked like. Every day I wonder what my life would be like if you were around. I kills me every time I see another child. You sperm donor….he has done this before. So you probably met your half sibling in heaven. Oh how I wish I could see you. I wish I could hold you. I am incredibly sorry for what I have done and regret it til the end of my life. It kills me every day and every month I count how many months you’d be. You might have been born on my birthday! It would’ve been neat to share birthdays with your mama. I miss you and I hope you’ll forgive me. I can wait to see you someday. I hooe you’ll look more like me and your grandmother 🙂 I love you so much.