You will always be my first

Author: My First Name
Baby Name: Mikayla II
Birth Date: July 2019
Abortion Date: January 2019

I told myself I couldn’t have you and that I had to make my life better for myself before I could have a baby. I made an appointment, arrived with you in me, and I left without you. For a few weeks I was happy, but now I hurt and now I can’t forget about you.

And here I am, 1 year later and the only thing I can do is leave you a memorial so that others know about you. You would be 6 months old right now, but I lost you when you were in me for only 10 weeks. And I wish I could have taken care of my baby. Boy or girl? I will never know.