Happy 1st birthday little one. Not a day goes by that i don’t regret and hate myself for what I done. I should have been stronger and stood up for what I wanted instead of doing what everyone else thought was best. I always wish I could go back and change that day. I know(…)
May 17th, 2011 I made a decision that I felt pressured into. I am sorry that I wasn’t strong enough to tell your father no and that I wanted you. Even if he was right that I couldn’t afford you. I think of you always. I planted a cherry blossom tree in my parents yard(…)
Son, Happy 1st birthday. I am sorry that I cannot be here with you. We miss you very much. Your mum and I are doing well. Please don’t worry too much about us. I hope you are happy in heaven. Have you made any friends? Don’t be stupid like your dad or stubborn like your(…)
I know that you are in heaven with God and happier than I can know. You are my friend’s child and I will never forget to honor your memory. I am looking forward to seeing you when I get to heaven! What a glad day that will be!
I’ve never been so torn when making a decision and this was and will always be the hardest thing I’ve ever done. Saying that I didn’t want to do this to you is a complete understatement; it is unfathomable how much it hurt and will forever hurt me. As selfish as this decision may seem,(…)
I’m so srry I made the choice to abort you.. your daddy was scared and so was I. We have your 4 brothers and sister and it just seemed to much. I didn’t wanna abort you but your daddy at the time thought it was best.which I think he now regrets after seeing you during(…)
Dear Tiny One, I’m so sorry we never met. To think that you were never given the chance to glimpse the face of either your daddy or mommy leaves me feeling broken hearted. When I found out you had been aborted, I felt the ultimate sadness my heart could ever feel. We will never know(…)
I listened to lies and didn’t let anything process in my head. I felt alone and my parents forced it as the only option. I am 16 but now all I do is think about how I killed my baby. I don’t know why I’ did it but all I think about is the future(…)
Having an abortion was the worst thing I could have done. I committed murder. The really hard truth is that it has changed my life and I have wrought so many consequences from it that I don’t even know how to deal with it sometimes.
Its been yet another rough year for me and all that is left is to bare my soul and hope that somewhere in this is a silver lining, the dawn of a new day. I’m just getting older, quickly surpassing 40, and life is slipping by at an exponential rate Due to being typically a(…)
Not day goes by my sweet baby that I don’t regret the decision I made 36 yrs ago to end your life. My heart aches so bad at times I can’t stand it. You have 3 brothers that you will see one day. I am so sorry I never gave you the chance at the(…)
27 years ago, a desperate college student aborted two babies in a six month period. As a person who held her purity close, I was devastated. First time I saw everything and those memories stay with me. Second time was utter torment. I was close to keeping the baby but under pressure I gave in.(…)
I was afraid of losing the things that I had built for myself. And I was afraid of the truth. I was afraid of being found out for somebody i was not. So If i were to be honest and keep the child then that would be totally broke. I just pulled out the phone(…)
My precious child. I have thought about you every day of my life for the past 26 years. I have lived with the guilt and shame and just refused to be forgiven. If I could just find a way to travel back in time. If I could have just talked to someone about my options.(…)
My love I am so sorry for what I did . I will never forget the day . November 03.2014 I had made up my mind and told myself I was going to keep you . I was 6 weeks pregnant and in my heart I felt that you were a girl . I even(…)