To my precious Hannah: From the moment I knew your life had begun, I was filled with excitement. You gave me hope for a future; something I had never known before. Sadly, I listened to those around me; people who told me I had nothing to offer you; who said it often enough that I(…)
Daniel, I was so happy when I found out about you! Unfortunately your father wasnt. I fought hard for you but I was young, scared and gave in the last time he assaulted me.I’m sorry I was so scared afterwards, I finally did as I was told. I’m sorry I wasnt stronger. Please forgive me
Baby C, you are always on my mind. If I would’ve stood my ground in keeping you would be here but my mother kinda forced me. Your daddy and I think of you all the time. I love you so much My Angel
My precious Aaliyah Hope, I am so sorry I was not strong enough to say no to both families. Your father and I were both 17 and getting ready to enter our Sr yr in high school. My mom and his both said I was getting an abortion, I had no choice in the matter.(…)
Baylee Ann, I’m so forever sorry for what I did. I should have protected you as much as everyone pressured me into aborting you. If I could go back I would have fought for your life. Your daddy was horrible to me but I don’t want to waste anymore time on him. This is about(…)
I never got to touch your precious face, or feel your soft hand in mine, but I do feel you in my heart everyday. I would I give my life to give you life again! I love you and always will, I miss you my little royalty!
Although I wasn’t ready to bring you into such a cruel world..I wish I would’ve known how hurtful and how much I would hate myself after the fact.. Financially I wasn’t ready nor was your father..we were just getting on our feet but truth be told you’re never ready for a baby you just have(…)
Oh I loved you but I felt overwhelmed and he demanded an abortion. I love you and miss you everyday.
Sweet child/children of mine who I’ll never get to watch you grow. When I found out I was pregnant with you my heart sank…I really wanted to bring you into this world but I wasn’t ready for it and you came at quite a surprise. your father more so but he too wasn’t ready for(…)
My 2 siblings, I know you’re in a better place. Our father was so heartbroken for so many years when he realized he and your mother had done when they decided to have you aborted. He’ll never be fully healed of his guilt, but one Christmas some years ago some peace finally came to his(…)
Stevie, I want you to know you were made with love. Your dad had been my best friend for 7 years and we loved one another with all our heart. I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough to MAKE another way. I did what I thought was best, for both of us. I was struggling with(…)
Two big brothers, but little boys then, you would have had. It was so selfish of me to have you whisked away. I hope you have forgiven me, along with my sweet Lotd. I imagine you might have been the beautiful daughter I never had. I think of my parents losing their grandchild. They are(…)
Dear Andrew Thomas, I have been waiting for this day for over 30 years,please forgive me for my abandonment of you.But more importantly the murder and pain I caused in your death.I am deeply sorry.Please forgive your mother also,she was a beautiful women and I did love her.I was not a good husband.The abuse in(…)
I Was Told That A Long Time Ago That I Would Not Concive A Child , So Every Hope I Ever Had Vanished . I Truly Met The Love Of My Life I Was A Senior In Highschool , College In A Few Months Life Felt Perfect . I Didn’t Find Out Till I Was(…)
I’m your sister and you are the little brother or sister I begged for. We share a father who was so so sad when he finally found out that you were conceived and destroyed without his ever knowing. We have two sisters now about the same age as your nephew, you also have a new(…)