Sweet Angel of Heavenly Father I still hold you within my thoughts and heart always. Never a day goes by that I don’t miss you and pray for you to be at peace with only love in your sweet spirit. Please know that I love you and I have given you to Heavenly Father where(…)
They say that everything happens for a reason but sometimes it’s because of the choices we made. I am a person completely against abortion. The thing is when I found out I was pregnant I lied to baby’s father I wasn’t pregnant. I made up an entire scenario that I had a miscarriage because I(…)
To My Beautiful & Beloved Kacy, Not a day goes by where I do not think of you. You are always with me because I keep you safe in my heart, you will always be thought of, & treasured because you are loved more than words could ever express.
Sorry I couldn’t stop her. We were married, We both made good money, had a house. But she saw you as a burden, not a child. But I think about you all the time, and hope someday you can forgive me. As a father, I have no rights to stop her. I am sure you(…)
Its been 3 years since I made the most biggest decision in my life. My decision was hard and sad and NOBODYS bussiness, I dont feel the need to justify what I did or why I did it. I owe noone an explanation, in my head I felt that I wasnt ready. I wouldn be(…)
My dear, sweet, only biological child. How could I have done this almost 34 years ago? I was fresh out of a Christian College, and a new boyfriend. Life was just blossoming for me. Ironically, it was for you too precious!! But I could only see my life, my future, my family’s disapproval. How very(…)
Sweet Lily.. It has been two hard years since I let you go, and not a day has gone by that I don’t think of you. I named you Lily, symbolizing a restored innocence after death, I thought this would suit you because you were never given the chance to lose your innocence.. and because(…)
God gave me a precious gift when your brother was only 6 weeks old. It was you. Unlike material gifts that you can take back to the store if it’s not what you think you need, the gift of life is not to be taken back, although that’s exactly what I did. I never even(…)
I am so so sorry. Maybe I should have ran far away with you but I was frightened and I felt forced to make that decision. I cried the whole time. I was so frightened and heart broken.I wanted you so much. I was an irresponsible party girl that didn’t think about the consequences of(…)
I had no idea there were two of you. I knew I was pregnant and wanted to keep you. I was so excited. Then it happened, they all told me to get rid of you. I went in for the procedure to end your life and they did an ultrasound and there the two of(…)
Sebastian, I will always remember and pray for and about you. I am lucky to know that I have forgiveness. Even with that, I will always remember the heartache that followed my decision not to have you. You arre never far from my thoughts, Mommy
To my children, I was so wrong to do what I did.. It’s been 33 yrs.. Not only did I lose my children, but I lost so much more than that. I lost myself.. My heart is forever broken..I will live the rest of my life grieving the loss..I will forever dream of my children(…)
My dear baby. Nana loves you so much. I wish I had done more to save you. I love you with all my heart.