Our Grandchild
My dear grandchild, I so wished that your mother did not abort you. I know the father wanted nothing to do with you. You are in heaven with my dad in his arms waiting for me and my wife to join you. I love you. Papa
Baby, baby.
So it was your due date yesterday….i wonder if you would have been on time?! I wonder where you would now be. I hope so bad you forgave me for that. I wonder about you all the time..think about your eyes and what your smile would look like.. Do you even look at me from(…)
Jameson
I never held you but I love you even though you are not here with me…you mean more to me than anything…Im so sorry i couldn’t bring you into this world..as much as i wanted to I could not but there isn’t a day that goes by that i don’t think about you and how(…)
To my child
To my sweet Alexandria, I know you are beautiful inside and out and I love you so much it stings for the quick decision I made. See you have 3 older brothers who I can barely take care of on my own. I still get help from my parents to raise them. I am going(…)
My Dear Loss
To my Angel, I never got to hold you in my arms, never got to feel you smile, never got to watch you laugh and play. I made this choice based on where my life was at this minute in time. I did not want to give you up, I did not want to let(…)
Hello sweet Adriana
this is my first time on here. I’m sorry i did that. every single day. this is the week you’d probably been born & my birthday week. I’m having a hard time everyday this week. everything I see on tv is about people having babies, or abortions to keep their life the same. I truly(…)
I’m so sorry
I’m so sorry baby girl…I didn’t know for sure but I felt you were a girl..You would have been Beatrix Poet..and I’m sure you would have accomplished great things…I think about you every day…I wish the circumstances were different.. I wanted you so bad…I will see you again someday, just know that I loved you(…)
Hi Trixie
Hi baby it’s Mommy…today was another hard day for me…I still have random outbursts of crying when I think of you… I know you you have it in you to forgive me…and if you are anything like mom, just write it all down girl…I gave you the middle name Poet for a reason… I know(…)
Always in my heart
I feel everything and nothing all at once. In making this decision I felt as though I was doing what was best for you like a mother would do. I’m 17 and do not have the money to give you the life I would’ve wanted you to have and the one that you deserve. I(…)
Im Sorry
Dear my beautiful Angel, I think about you everyday, it’s been a year and 5 Months since I made the worst decision of my entire life. I regret so much not being able to know you, I thought I wasn’t ready, I thought I couldn’t financially support you as I was only 17 years old(…)
In my heart
I’m sorry that you had to pay the ultimate price for my mistakes, my immaturity, my deception, my guilt, my fear, my inability to change my ways and think of someone other than myself. I struggle with the guilt everyday. Sometimes it consumes me, but I cannot let it as I know you’d be worse(…)
My darling rainbow baby
I was 17 and afraid, my family wasn’t supportive, I wanted to keep you so bad, but I couldn’t do it on my own, I let other people influence my decision and I regretted it from the moment I woke up from the aneshetic. I love you with all my heart, until we meet again(…)
A lost part of me too
There is never really words to justify the decision I made. There isn’t a day when I don’t think about you, it’s like there was something that died in my soul the day you died. I just stopped believing in anything. I loved you the second I realized you were growing inside me, I loved(…)
To Olivia
Olivia.. even though I didn’t get to know your gender, I Always knew in my heart you would be a girl. I made a selfish choice I knew was The best decision for both Of us, I couldnt give you The life you deserve. I think of you every day, and I Miss you more(…)
I thought I was saving you….
Dear my little angel, I hope one day you can forgive me. I thought I was doing the right thing… I was young. I was 21. Your father was was excited to find out you were created, it was the only time he wouldn’t hurt me. I feared for your safety, so did your grandmother.(…)