Although I wasn’t ready to bring you into such a cruel world..I wish I would’ve known how hurtful and how much I would hate myself after the fact.. Financially I wasn’t ready nor was your father..we were just getting on our feet but truth be told you’re never ready for a baby you just have(…)
Oh I loved you but I felt overwhelmed and he demanded an abortion. I love you and miss you everyday.
Sweet child/children of mine who I’ll never get to watch you grow. When I found out I was pregnant with you my heart sank…I really wanted to bring you into this world but I wasn’t ready for it and you came at quite a surprise. your father more so but he too wasn’t ready for(…)
My 2 siblings, I know you’re in a better place. Our father was so heartbroken for so many years when he realized he and your mother had done when they decided to have you aborted. He’ll never be fully healed of his guilt, but one Christmas some years ago some peace finally came to his(…)
Stevie, I want you to know you were made with love. Your dad had been my best friend for 7 years and we loved one another with all our heart. I’m sorry I wasn’t strong enough to MAKE another way. I did what I thought was best, for both of us. I was struggling with(…)
Two big brothers, but little boys then, you would have had. It was so selfish of me to have you whisked away. I hope you have forgiven me, along with my sweet Lotd. I imagine you might have been the beautiful daughter I never had. I think of my parents losing their grandchild. They are(…)
Dear Andrew Thomas, I have been waiting for this day for over 30 years,please forgive me for my abandonment of you.But more importantly the murder and pain I caused in your death.I am deeply sorry.Please forgive your mother also,she was a beautiful women and I did love her.I was not a good husband.The abuse in(…)
I Was Told That A Long Time Ago That I Would Not Concive A Child , So Every Hope I Ever Had Vanished . I Truly Met The Love Of My Life I Was A Senior In Highschool , College In A Few Months Life Felt Perfect . I Didn’t Find Out Till I Was(…)
I’m your sister and you are the little brother or sister I begged for. We share a father who was so so sad when he finally found out that you were conceived and destroyed without his ever knowing. We have two sisters now about the same age as your nephew, you also have a new(…)
THERE IS NOT DAY THAT GOES BY THAT I MISS YOU EVEN MORE, WISH YOU WAS STILL GROWING INSIDE ME IT SUCKS THAT I FEEL THE WAY I DO I WISH I NEVER DID IT BUT ME AND DADDY LOVES AND MISS YOU DEARLY.
Dear Elizabeth, How I wish I could “do over” that period of my life.I am not sure you are a girl, I just feel in my heart you are. Either way I love you! I am grateful to our loving God that I will see you one day. I still work to forgive myself. It(…)
My Testimony: I was a 20 year old girl and I thought I was living the ‘high life’. I had a lot of good things going for me. I was living in a 3 bedroom rent house with 4 girls. We were partying and having the time of our lives. I had finally caught the(…)
I loved you from the moment I found out I was pregnant. But I knew I couldn’t take care of you. Being only 17 years old and my boyfriend 16, I knew the decision that was best for me. After I told my mom, she made the appointment for me. I met and talked with(…)
I never chose to abort. When my pregnancy test came back positive, I was actually pretty happy. I fell brutally from my cloud when my boyfriend told me he would leave me if I kept the baby. I was terrified that I would lose him, afraid to face this alone. I was also frightened of(…)
I was young and dumb. I wanted you so badly until you were conceived. While you were growing in mommys tummy. The drugs were consuming everything around me. I knew what I needed to do to save you but I wasn’t strong enough. Your daddy wanted nothing to do with me and I felt so(…)