In June 2015, I found out I was pregnant. It was definitely unplanned. My boyfriend and I were scared, but excited as well. We picked out names, started looking for apartments because we lived with his parents. We were ready to start a family. 6 weeks and 4 days along, I miscarried. We were heartbroken(…)
Please forgive me and their mothers Dear God ~
Precious David (my aborted child), I am so sorry that I cut your life short. I know that you are in heaven communing with your Heavenly Father! I take great comfort in that knowledge and have hope (certainty) that one day we will meet there. I love you and am assured that you love me.(…)
You were conceived this very weekend 20 years ago. SO much love and passion and tenderness. But when you came along your Daddy changed-he didn’t want to grow up…? I don’t know. He just was so very clear in actions and cruel words that he didn’t want you. Two decades later — years pressing on(…)
My sweet little baby. It has been nearly 7 years, my love… and not one day goes by where I don’t think about you. I was afraid, ignorant of the truth. I was pregnant and I didn’t want to be. I just didn’t see that ending a pregnany actually meant…ending a life. And it ended(…)
My Dearest Baby, You would have been 17 years old now. Most days I try not to think of you, as I have put such a wall up so as not to ‘feel’ the pain of the horror of what I have done. I’m so disconnected from that monster I was to make such a(…)
Hello, My beloved first born, wish I knew better then and I pray for forgiveness will always love & treasure you. I see you in the faces and voices of my other unborn babies. I do think about you all the time wishing I could cuddle you in my arms as they do fill empty.(…)
My small innocent bump Which I killed from inside This haunts me every night It’s my fault that you died The mistake I made Makes me so damn mad The pain of letting you go Hurts me so bad You didn’t deserve this It wasent at all fair I wish I could take my own(…)
You would have been 14 years old this year. God has forgiven me, and I have finally forgiven myself, but that doesnt ease the pain. I am so so very sorry that I did not stand up for you and fight for your precious life. You now have two brothers, and its even more unimaginable(…)
To My Son, whom I did not know was 14 weeks old, please accept my great pain as an apology, please forgive me for not having been ready to be a mom, for not having had the desire, or the resources. Know I am forever changed by having seen you. And that words can’t describe(…)
I wish I can go back to that Saturday morning,.& I would’ve thought this through more clearly,.i mean as a single mother of two, a 5yr old & a 1yr old I knew three was gonna be just overwhelming havin
So sorry I never got to hold you or know you. You will always be my first grandchild. I love you dearly my baby Moonpie. I know I will see you in heaven some day and we will be together always. Grammy loves you.
Words cannot describe the loss. You would be three years old and I cannot express how much I miss you. I love you and have always loved you. I was young, stupid, and impressionable. No mistake will ever weigh on me the way my killing you has. My precious baby. I am so unimaginably sorry.
I was in a religious group when I found out about you. I loved your daddy, he didn’t love me. According to the Way International it was all my fault. He shared no responsibility. I was young, afraid and had no support, and my family of believer’s stepped aside. I am so sorry, I let(…)
my heart will always be broken for what i did i have asked for forgiveness from God over and over ,,,they say u have to forgive yourself but i will always not like myself for this decision ….i keep asking myself how did i ever do something so cruel. all the tears in the world(…)