My small innocent bump Which I killed from inside This haunts me every night It’s my fault that you died The mistake I made Makes me so damn mad The pain of letting you go Hurts me so bad You didn’t deserve this It wasent at all fair I wish I could take my own(…)
You would have been 14 years old this year. God has forgiven me, and I have finally forgiven myself, but that doesnt ease the pain. I am so so very sorry that I did not stand up for you and fight for your precious life. You now have two brothers, and its even more unimaginable(…)
To My Son, whom I did not know was 14 weeks old, please accept my great pain as an apology, please forgive me for not having been ready to be a mom, for not having had the desire, or the resources. Know I am forever changed by having seen you. And that words can’t describe(…)
I wish I can go back to that Saturday morning,.& I would’ve thought this through more clearly,.i mean as a single mother of two, a 5yr old & a 1yr old I knew three was gonna be just overwhelming havin
So sorry I never got to hold you or know you. You will always be my first grandchild. I love you dearly my baby Moonpie. I know I will see you in heaven some day and we will be together always. Grammy loves you.
Words cannot describe the loss. You would be three years old and I cannot express how much I miss you. I love you and have always loved you. I was young, stupid, and impressionable. No mistake will ever weigh on me the way my killing you has. My precious baby. I am so unimaginably sorry.
I was in a religious group when I found out about you. I loved your daddy, he didn’t love me. According to the Way International it was all my fault. He shared no responsibility. I was young, afraid and had no support, and my family of believer’s stepped aside. I am so sorry, I let(…)
my heart will always be broken for what i did i have asked for forgiveness from God over and over ,,,they say u have to forgive yourself but i will always not like myself for this decision ….i keep asking myself how did i ever do something so cruel. all the tears in the world(…)
My first child, I should have stood up for you and not been influenced by others. Yet, I was afraid, ashamed and felt guilty. I have spoken to you so many times over the years, and written you a letter. It took me twenty years of tears before I felt I had forgiven myself. Also,(…)
My lovely. We didn’t get to know if you were a boy or girl but as usual, my Mexican superstitious methods said you were going to be a girl. Daddy and I named you Amani because you were our wish but at the wrong time. He wanted to pick a islamic name because I am(…)
Although we never had a chance to meet I do love you. And I long for the day that I get to see you. You should be five years older than me. Our mother loved you so much and NEVER forgave herself for letting you go. She suffered to her death for this deed. Even(…)
To my little baby. I’m sorry for everything. I’m sorry that I let others influence my decision to say goodbye to you. Your dad didn’t really seem like he wanted you because when I first found out about you he immediately researched places to get rid of you whereas I started preparing for your arrival.(…)
I miss you everyday… I ask God and you to forgive me. I was so young… Only 19 years old and I had no idea that I was making the biggest mistake of my life when I chose to lose you. I regret it every day. Now, 6 years later you have a 3 month(…)
I never was able to know you…i always wanted another older sibling, only to find out i was suppose to have one, but they were killed. The one thing my father regrets most of all in life. I pray your in heaven and I will get to meet you one day, i wish i got(…)
For the love of my unborn so precious and sweet no I have never met you somehow you bring nothing but love to me. My unborn my, my unborn I love you so much and wish that one day I would’ve been able to cuddle you under my heart.. My forever love 111213 mommy and(…)