Oh baby. I haven’t stopped thinking about you. I’m sorry for my choice . I just hope you understand that it wasn’t the right time but it doesn’t mean that I didn’t love you or care for you. I wish our financial situation could’ve been better the outcome of the situation would’ve been completely different.(…)
Dear son. I love you. I hope you are at peace. I hope you feel my love for you although it isn’t tangible. You have 2 brothers and a sister that love you too. I will see you again.
My heart grieves for you, I didn’t know what I was doing. I grieve for you and pray you have forgiven me. I often wonder when I get to Heaven will we know each other. I long to hold you in my arms, I wish I could see your 1st steps, I wish I had(…)
Im sorry. I regret my decision everyday. You were concieved out of love. Circumstances were very hard at the time. I wasnt completely honest with your father. Another regret i will live with the rest of my life. Your father has recently passed away. I know you are with him and God now in heaven.(…)
I’m sorry for doing this to you, I did love you. I wanted to know if you were a boy or a girl, I wanted to hold you in my arms, I wanted to see your beautiful face for the first time, I wanted to here you cry, I wanted to see you smile, I(…)
A decade on and the thoughts and regret are still here. I was for a while so selfish and ignorant and for that i am so sorry. At a different time I would have made a different better decision but that doesn’t help any one of us, not Me, Mummy or baby. It’s too late(…)
Annie, you are always in my heart. I love you, Mama
To my baby, I’m so sorry I didn’t keep you, I’m so sorry I let other people choose the decision for me, the truth is I was scared I thought the life I could give you wasn’t good enough it wasn’t good enough I do love you more than anything, so does your daddy it(…)
To my baby, I’m sorry that I didn’t keep you I’m sorry that I wasn’t strong enough to keep you I was scared and me and your father knew we couldn’t raise you in the life we have, we wanted the best life for you and just knew this wasn’t the life we wanted for(…)
I don’t know. I don’t know why I did it. I don’t know why I didn’t follow my heart and keep you. I don’t know what I was thinking. I’m so sorry. So sorry. I don’t sleep anymore thinking about you, and when I do I only fall asleep crying thinking about if you were(…)
I have never forgotten you. The evil that I did against you is always before my face. The smiles that never happened, the cries unheard, the life never realized because I thought my life, my goals, my wants were more important than your life. I was selfish and murdered you so I could live my(…)
My sweet Christopher. I think of you every day. Every time I see a cardinal I think of you and wonder. I wonder what you’d look like now at 42 years old. I know I’ll see you when I get to Heaven and I can’t wait to hold you. Jesus take care of my baby(…)
I heard only about you when your grandmother called my friend asking for abortion money. He told her no. But i can see clearly now your mother is no longer pregnant. I hope my friend didnt change his mind and pay for your death. Im sorry you were a victim of selfishness. You existed.
I am sorry I was not brave enough to bring you to this world. But you are always in my heart.
I cried when I first realised you were there, I’d say it was sudden, but I had figured you were there long before then. It was early evening, I was tired, and scared, but somehow you comforted me. Just knowing you were there, and you were mine, calmed me down. But the storm was brewing,(…)