My lily. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I didn’t think you deserved the same as your brother. I’m sorry I made this choice. I’m sorry I took this away from you. I loved you very much, and T2. I hurt every day when I look at your older brother and think what could have been. It’s(…)
Hi Love, 103 days have passed since we have been apart from each other. You must be happy playing in heaven right now. Mama misses you so bad. I hope I can hug and kiss you to show how much I love you. I want to have a life with you, but this world is(…)
I think about you every day. Your dad and I weren’t ready to be parents, as selfish as that sounds, we truly weren’t. I was madly in love with your dad, still am to this day, unfortunately I couldn’t make him be a dad when we wasn’t ready. I don’t think anyone can be ready(…)
My dearest Biryani, I will always love you. I have never stopped loving you. My darling, you will always have a place in my heart. May peace, light and love be with you in heaven. May God provide with everything that I couldn’t.
I miss you so much. I know you are in heaven with Jesus and one day we will meet. I was young and stupid. I wish I knew what I know now. Forgive me. I love you so much.
I was so happy the day I found out you existed inside me. My heart overflowing with joy when I saw you on that screen… I felt like you were my misscarried baby come back to me. The little boy that I always wanted. Your dad was an awful man, had I kept you… you(…)
Gabriel, I agonized over this decision for such a long time. When I finally took that evil pill, I knew I had made a mistake. I called the abortion reversal line and took a huge dose of progesterone to counter it but it didn’t save you. I miss you so much my baby boy. I(…)
I love you deeply, and my greatest wish is that other people would have met you. I don’t regret what happened, but I miss you all the time. I hope you know that all the work I’ve done to better myself is because of you. I want the world to know you existed, even if(…)
I will always mourn and cry over the loss of your life in 1981, at my will. In my heart I know you would have been my son; I’ve named you Jeffrey. Had I to do it all over again, I would be celebrating your life now with you. I will rejoice when in Heaven,(…)
My sweet baby boy, as I am so young, 14, and finding out I was pregnant, I knew if I brought you into this world you wouldn’t have what I’d wanted to give you. I love you always son, at 13 weeks pregnant I decided to do it. I’ll never forget you and never stop(…)
It’s been more than a year now but you go through my mind every single day without fail. To be really honest, I always imagine about your first birthday, your first word, your first step, every single magical moment about you. There are no memories of you left here, no trace of your presence either.(…)
Not even a mere 2 months ago would I have imagined I would have to cremate and scatter my own flesh and blood. If someone had told me that this day, I would have to do that, I would have told them to go to hell, because I knew that would never have to happen.(…)
I was so young and selfish. If I’d only knew what I was doing! It’s as though I didn’t even know or considered that I was taking a life. How could I? I’m so very, very, sorry. As I see the beautiful faces of the grandchildren that I now have and I think, there would(…)
I might not have a picture or an image of you or even a place to put flowers on your anniversary, but you left me with your sweet soul that keeps me going each day. Things happened the way they did and I know you forgave me and each day I miss you, I miss(…)
It was 1984. I was a senior in H.S. and my family life was abusive. I was scared and I wanted this “problem” to go away. And yet I also wanted you too. I regretted the decision to end your life from the second it was done. I never forgot about you. I always knew(…)