To think anytime now you would be in my arms where you belong breaks me. I wish I had the chance to meet you. I am so so sorry that I thought the best thing to do was get rid of you. I took the easy way out; mummy was a coward and so selfish(…)
I would be 13 weeks pregnant today . I would no doubt be showing and I would no doubt have friends and family who would be happy for me. Some would be sad for me and some would say that I was too young, but none of them ever would have said it to my(…)
I honestly don’t know what to say. I had you on New Years eve and I thought it was a good decision for everyone. Now I don’t know what to do. Everyone blames me and the only support I have is your father when he isn’t busy. I want to pick a pretty park for(…)
Dear Baby, Only a little over a week since we were together, since I last felt you, since I last spoke to you. I’m so sorry my little angel, your daddy and I weren’t ready for you, and we didn’t want you to come into this world to feel anything short of love and the(…)
Not a day goes by that I don’t think of you. I know now that me losing you was the biggest mistake of my life. When I made that decision, a part of me went to. I always wonder if you’d look like me, your daddy, or the both of us put together. All I(…)
I told myself I couldn’t have you and that I had to make my life better for myself before I could have a baby. I made an appointment, arrived with you in me, and I left without you. For a few weeks I was happy, but now I hurt and now I can’t forget about(…)
To my little angels. I am sorry for never really taking the time to sit down and talk to you. You guys would have been turn three and two this coming year, and I am sure your dad and I would have been spoiling you two to no end. There isn’t a day that goes(…)
Hi baby, I miss you. I know I didn’t have you for a long time. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the momma you needed. I will carry you for the rest of my life; you will never be forgotten baby bean. I know you’re in heaven baby and your so beautiful. Too beautiful for this(…)
My lily. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I didn’t think you deserved the same as your brother. I’m sorry I made this choice. I’m sorry I took this away from you. I loved you very much, and T2. I hurt every day when I look at your older brother and think what could have been. It’s(…)
Hi Love, 103 days have passed since we have been apart from each other. You must be happy playing in heaven right now. Mama misses you so bad. I hope I can hug and kiss you to show how much I love you. I want to have a life with you, but this world is(…)
I think about you every day. Your dad and I weren’t ready to be parents, as selfish as that sounds, we truly weren’t. I was madly in love with your dad, still am to this day, unfortunately I couldn’t make him be a dad when we wasn’t ready. I don’t think anyone can be ready(…)
My dearest Biryani, I will always love you. I have never stopped loving you. My darling, you will always have a place in my heart. May peace, light and love be with you in heaven. May God provide with everything that I couldn’t.
I miss you so much. I know you are in heaven with Jesus and one day we will meet. I was young and stupid. I wish I knew what I know now. Forgive me. I love you so much.
I was so happy the day I found out you existed inside me. My heart overflowing with joy when I saw you on that screen… I felt like you were my misscarried baby come back to me. The little boy that I always wanted. Your dad was an awful man, had I kept you… you(…)
Gabriel, I agonized over this decision for such a long time. When I finally took that evil pill, I knew I had made a mistake. I called the abortion reversal line and took a huge dose of progesterone to counter it but it didn’t save you. I miss you so much my baby boy. I(…)