A decade on and the thoughts and regret are still here. I was for a while so selfish and ignorant and for that i am so sorry. At a different time I would have made a different better decision but that doesn’t help any one of us, not Me, Mummy or baby. It’s too late(…)
To my baby, I’m sorry that I didn’t keep you I’m sorry that I wasn’t strong enough to keep you I was scared and me and your father knew we couldn’t raise you in the life we have, we wanted the best life for you and just knew this wasn’t the life we wanted for(…)
I am sorry I was not brave enough to bring you to this world. But you are always in my heart.
I’m so sorry I couldn’t keep you. I loved you, from the second I knew you were there, I felt it. And I loved you. I’m sorry that I couldn’t be your mother. I’m sorry I’ll nevwr meet you, hear you laugh or watch you grow. It wasn’t the time. I’m not right, I wouldn’t(…)
I love you my little Mila/ Brandon….
Today is the one year from the day I decided to have the procedure. Not a day goes by that I don’t hate myself for it. I am so sorry my sweet girl. I love you with every beat of my heart, and I am so sorry I was a coward. You’re my angel, now(…)
I hug your littlest sister, kiss the older one and never quite forget that she isn’t the oldest. You were first. Seven weeks old. I wish I had trusted that the man I had found, your father, whilst not a rich man, was a good man. He would not have left. And you would have(…)
Hi sweet girl. I hope you know how loved you are. We will always miss you. I am so sorry that I never got the chance to meet you.
Cameron, Not a day goes by I don’t think of you. Who you would have been?What you would have looked liked? I know you would have been so funny and had such a Beautiful soul. I’m so sorry not a day goes by that I don’t blame myself and ask for forgiveness. I should have(…)
Dear Baby, I’m so sorry I didnt give you the chance to be. If I could bring you back I would. You will forever be in my heart…your daddy’s too. I love you
I had no choice, I was alone and underage, not a single day goes by without me regretting getting to meet you, beautiful little soul, I’m so sorry, I will never forgive myself and I will never forget you, 37 years and counting…xxx
I will never stop feeling the guilt and emptiness I have inside. I know this sounds crazy, but I have physical pain in my heart for what I have done. I have ask God for forgiveness, I believe he has, I have ask him to allow me to forgive myself, but the pain is still(…)
My dear baby, it’s been 4 years and mom and dad still miss you. Hope you are happy wherever you are now. Mama and dad misses you and love you to fullest of our hearts. We are really sorry if we heart you baby. We didn’t mean to do it. Forgive us dear as we(…)
Being now a grown woman I realise how much I regret my decision…. At the time is was the correct thing to do but now I think of you all the time & sometimes the guilt & longing for u takes over. You have two lil sisters now who I know would idolise you. I(…)
Mommy is so sorry she couldn’t give you the life she thought you deserved. I was being reckless when God blessed me with you. I wanted you so badly but didn’t believe in myself enough to keep you. I love you SO much & I think about you EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. I pray God will(…)