Baby Riley W.
Riley, you are not forgotten and you are loved. You remain in my heart. I love you!
My baby
Found out I was pregnant 24th of December I actually felt happy my partner didn’t want but deep down I did because I was just saying let me think about it he said he was going to leave if I kept it I got to around 15 weeks and he was calling me names ugly(…)
Beam Me Up
Sweet Zoe, you would be three today. Your name means, and that name was given to you years before I knew I was pregnant. You were the dream I had always wanted, and I will always wonder what might have been had I fought harder to make a life together with you. I was scared,(…)
My Sweet Babies: Spencer and Harpe...
I miss you so much my beautiful Angels, mommy loves you; Spencer and Harper
Your Not Forgotten
My Baby Boy, Braxton you’re missed by me everyday. I’ll always regret not doing more to try & save you from what happened. You’d have been 15 in a few days and I always wonder what type of man you’d have grown to be. You’ll never be forgotten and by the grace of God I(…)
Regret is real
For 20 years I have lived with pain & regret of my decision, having just turned 17 and finding out I was pregnant with you was the most scariest thing I’ve ever felt. Not because I didn’t want you because I knew the moment I found out I wanted you more than you could imagine!(…)
Almost One
My sweet baby. It breaks my heart you would be having your first birthday this week. Mommy loves you and is so very sorry. Everyday I wish I was stronger in my decisions. I know you are so loved here on Earth, your daddy and I will always love you. We can’t even imagine how(…)
If only I could go back in time
If only I could relive the two worst days of my life. I would give anything to have the courage and resilience back then to make better choices. I believed the lies, it was convenient. I pretended it was the best decision for me because I was a scared. I have lived every day knowing(…)
My sweet baby girl/ baby boy
To my sweet baby, I never got the chance to know your gender but deep down I knew you were a girl. I regret giving you up every day and I wish I could redo my decision, if I had kept you, you would have been a few days old, and I would’ve given birth(…)
Baby made out of love
To the baby I did not get to meet. I want to let you know I apologize for being selfish and making the hardest decision I ever made I loved the thought of having a beautiful baby with your dad. But unfortunately I was selfish because I wasn’t being a mother to your brothers. Technically(…)
I love you
You will always be loved by mommy. Your sibling has cancer and mommy could not provide for you during this time. It’s been a busy journey with the cancer diagnosis and I couldn’t be selfish and bring you to also suffer, worry or be left in someone else’s care because mommy is busy with sibling(…)
My Angel Babies, Part II
Dedicated to my six Angel Grand-Babies, lost to me forever but always loved and held within my heart: My children made their sad, misguided choices and as a result, I will never know the joy of sharing in your lives. I wish that things had been different. It would have been better for you to(…)
My sweet Noa ❤️
My sweet Noa, I wish I could have you with me. I wish I thought my decision through more, but I know you’re with your grandpa and all my loved ones who have passed. I wish I could have gotten to know you. I can’t wait to meet you one day. Mommy loves you and(…)
An abrupt decision…
At the age of 20 with so much planned things ahead, expectations and excitements to life. I in a hurry, abruptly made the decision to terminate my pregnancy the day I found out I was pregnant. Forgive me. My friends drove me to the clinic then I first saw you. Until your dad rushed to(…)
7 days of Harlem
7 DAYS 7 days was all it took to change my word. 7 days to experience a bond a built for the heavens. 7 days to know that goes deeper than the physical and falls nothing short of unconditional. Please know that I do love you. You were here for a quick moment but you(…)