To my baby, I’m so sorry I didn’t keep you, I’m so sorry I let other people choose the decision for me, the truth is I was scared I thought the life I could give you wasn’t good enough it wasn’t good enough I do love you more than anything, so does your daddy it(…)
To my baby, I’m sorry that I didn’t keep you I’m sorry that I wasn’t strong enough to keep you I was scared and me and your father knew we couldn’t raise you in the life we have, we wanted the best life for you and just knew this wasn’t the life we wanted for(…)
I don’t know. I don’t know why I did it. I don’t know why I didn’t follow my heart and keep you. I don’t know what I was thinking. I’m so sorry. So sorry. I don’t sleep anymore thinking about you, and when I do I only fall asleep crying thinking about if you were(…)
I have never forgotten you. The evil that I did against you is always before my face. The smiles that never happened, the cries unheard, the life never realized because I thought my life, my goals, my wants were more important than your life. I was selfish and murdered you so I could live my(…)
My sweet Christopher. I think of you every day. Every time I see a cardinal I think of you and wonder. I wonder what you’d look like now at 42 years old. I know I’ll see you when I get to Heaven and I can’t wait to hold you. Jesus take care of my baby(…)
I heard only about you when your grandmother called my friend asking for abortion money. He told her no. But i can see clearly now your mother is no longer pregnant. I hope my friend didnt change his mind and pay for your death. Im sorry you were a victim of selfishness. You existed.
I am sorry I was not brave enough to bring you to this world. But you are always in my heart.
I cried when I first realised you were there, I’d say it was sudden, but I had figured you were there long before then. It was early evening, I was tired, and scared, but somehow you comforted me. Just knowing you were there, and you were mine, calmed me down. But the storm was brewing,(…)
I’m so sorry I couldn’t keep you. I loved you, from the second I knew you were there, I felt it. And I loved you. I’m sorry that I couldn’t be your mother. I’m sorry I’ll nevwr meet you, hear you laugh or watch you grow. It wasn’t the time. I’m not right, I wouldn’t(…)
Dear Baby Two years today I gave you up. God knows how I miss you. It seemed like the right thing to do then but I don’t feel it’s so right today. Your brother still asks for you. Forgive me. Until we meet next time God will hold you in his hand Love always
I hope you will forgive me my sweet daughter, at 7 weeks I was literally drugged and dragged to have you removed from me. I had been homeless once with your 6 year old brother and was so afraid it might happen again. You were NEVER an accident I was in love with your father(…)
My sweet baby, I wanted you. I told the father, my husband, I was pregnant and he said “get rid of it”. I was confused. I loved him. We had dated for very close to a year before we were married. You were 4 weeks old. I couldn’t understand where that came from. I kept(…)
My Baby, I’m so sorry. I’m so sorry for not being a good mother and for not protecting and nurturing you like a mother should. I’m sorry for taking your life away and taking all the opportunities for who you could have been. I will always have this hole in my heart where you should(…)
Fourteen years ago, I made a decision that wasn’t easy. I thought I could make a mistake go away and forget about it, but the emotional scars and guilt that decision left in its wake will forever remain. At the time, it didn’t seem real. I kept telling myself that it wasn’t happening to me,(…)
I have never regretting anything. I always believed that what happens makes us into who and what we are. But the day I chose to let you go, all of that changed. I am always thinking of you…. Of who you would look more like Of how your face would like up when you smiled(…)