To My Precious Son
Your place in our family has never and will never be filled. I know from the deepest part of me that you were given to us by God to share a life with your brothers. I wanted you so badly but was convinced by my family that we just couldn’t handle one more. A terrible choice was made of which I have never recovered. I have always loved you and missed you in our lives. I know God has forgiven me, but it took a very long time to forgive myself. I love you and your sister so very much and cannot wait to meet you in Heaven where I know you wait for me.